Episode 194 - We are not heroes

2025.11.05

“Nero. Wake up, Nero,” said a voice.
It was a woman’s voice, neither young nor old. It sounded intense, and distant.

Nero blinked. His body felt heavy, as if he’d been through hours of exhausting physical training. He was disoriented, and since there wasn’t much light, his eyes struggled to focus and adjust to the dimness.

He was in a library.

Books overflowed from the shelves. There were piles of them everywhere, growing from the floor or from corner shelves, leaning against the walls. Some were scattered carelessly. Others rested on lecterns, isolated from all the rest. Those were the strangest ones, for over each danced a quill, leaving a trail of black ink across white or yellowed pages, with no hand to hold it and no inkwell to draw from.

“I must be dreaming”, thought Nero. But his words echoed through the hall as if he’d spoken them aloud.

—That’s right —said the same voice, from somewhere high above—. This is a dream, Nero. And we don’t have much time.

—Who are you?—said Nero, looking up. But, since it was a dream, his world twisted, and he couldn’t make out his interlocutor. All he could see were books, endless books.

—I am Sch…—the woman’s voice faded into the air. The books began to tumble down on him, burying him beneath layer after layer of paper.

Nero sat up, sweating. He was back in his room, in his bed. The light coming through the window was dull and pale, as if it somehow knew he’d just had a nightmare. He buried his face in his hands and wiped the sweat off with the sheets.

—I don’t know who you are, but stop showing up in my dreams —he said, raising his voice—. Please. Really, enough already.

But no one answered.

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Nero had decided to return to his mother’s house, in the castle city, even though he knew she probably wouldn’t be there. He managed to stay for two full days within the four walls of what had once been his house, though never his home. But on the third day, feeling loneliness claw at him, he returned to his room at the academy.

And so, the days passed, until ten had gone by since Nero had met Flute. The spirit maiden still couldn’t understand how she had arrived there, or, even less, how her appearance was connected to Hollow’s murder.

Nero, however, had learned to live with it. Yet he couldn’t process the story she had told him. He had too many things on his mind, including finding something that could make sense of his now-recurring dream of the library. He visited that place in his dreams night after night, but the dream always ended just as he began to speak with the woman there, never managing to see her.

Unable to focus on anything else, and since his recurring dream took place in a library, Nero decided to investigate thoroughly in the library of Raven’s Order Academy, searching for even the slightest mention of that mysterious place.

Every day, Nero checked out between three and seven volumes from the academy’s library, brought them to the lab, and studied them in depth. Caelth, after discovering Flute and hearing her full story, had grown even more interested than Nero. For her, it was a new way to experiment, a means of living experiences that would otherwise be impossible to feel. Yet, even after searching through the oldest records, they had found nothing about the library from his dreams or the other dimensions Flute had mentioned.

—I’ve found more volumes of the Chronicles of Yomidgard. They’re extremely interesting, but they don’t contain what we’re looking for —said Caelth, dropping more books onto the lab table—. Did you know that the immortal kings, Valgott and Ramoja, were the first to make a pact with a demon?

Nero shook his head. He knew what was coming: a new lecture from his friend about all the things she’d learned reading those dusty old books. Though they weren’t what he was searching for, Nero had found them just as fascinating as she did. The Chronicles of Yomidgard had turned out to be an ancient encyclopedia that recorded every event across both Axbryn and Kathora, the two continents separated by the Sea of Blood of Yomidgard, the dimension they lived in.

Caelth went on to tell him the tragic story of the first pacts. The kings of Axbryn’s greatest nations, King Valgott and King Ramoja, had gained immortality through a pact with an archdemon whose name the texts never revealed. The proclamation of their eternal life unleashed a flood of demon pacts and the decline of faith in the Goddess Velmar, who granted neither wishes nor special powers as the demons did. But the archdemon’s deception was soon unveiled: the friends and relatives of the newly immortal kings made pacts with the same entity, yet received entirely different enhancements. Thus, over time, everyone King Valgott and King Ramoja had ever loved grew old and died, while they remained eternally frozen at their current age.






—So, what we learn is that immortality isn’t a gift, but a curse?—said Nero, looking up from the book he was reading.

—Something like that. I don’t think there’s a moral to making a pact with a demon. You either do it, or you don’t, that’s all. It requires the murder of someone you love. It’s not exactly an altruistic act —said Caelth, shrugging—. And I can see you’re not that interested.

—It’s… I’m sorry. I’m obsessed with the idea of other dimensions —said Nero—. I can’t think about anything else.

—Then maybe you’ll be more interested to know that a group of self-proclaimed “heroes” assaulted Yomidgard several thousand years ago. And they weren’t ordinary travelers, you know?—said Caelth, tapping another book with her wand. It opened, and the pages fanned out rapidly until stopping on one in particular, which she pointed to with her finger—. These “assaulters” appeared in Kathora, on the other continent, for no apparent reason, and helped end the tyranny of the Fallen Angels in the Kathorian capital: the city-kingdom of Amadeus.

—Are any names mentioned?—said Nero, leaning over the book.

—Not among the ones we’re looking for, no. That would’ve been far too easy —said Caelth—.  But it does mention certain people who rebelled against the deity who created this dimension, and whose punishment was separation, and that death itself would not claim them: Dante, Vergilius, Orpheus, Eurydice… The book says some of them wander through Yomidgard as echoes of a distant past.
—Someone rebelled against Goddess Velmar? —said Nero, surprised.
—That’s not the name of the deity mentioned here. It says they rebelled against Satan, the original creator of this dimension —said Caelth, paraphrasing from the book—.  Obviously, this document is considered apocryphal. I doubt Velmardia has any copies of it.
—This keeps getting stranger and stranger —said Nero, sighing—.  Multiple timelines, false gods, dimensional conquerors…

The story Flute had told them sounded like fiction. She had spoken of a very ancient battle between good and evil, though not all sides represented light or darkness, rather, an amalgam of greys. She had told them about the villain, conqueror, and collector of dimensions, Gill Lapis. She had also told them about the Time Spinning Witch, a being of cosmic power who could not control her own abilities, and who was, at the same time, one of the reincarnations of the goddess Kaguya. There had been many more names, but Nero hadn’t remembered them all. Viola, Alhama’at, Zero… too many characters in Flute’s confusing tale to recall them all without faces to match.

The laboratory door opened. A group of students entered, from different grades and classes. Ever since Nero and Caelth had become Warlocks, other students tried to imitate them, spending hours around the lab hoping some of that magic would rub off just by being near real Warlocks. Nero and Caelth exchanged a glance and sighed. It was the third group to show up that same day.

—Flute, don’t manifest right now. Make yourself visible to us if you wish, but not to the others —said Nero, speaking quietly.

The maiden appeared before them, as small as Hollow had once been. Because of her incorporeal form, Flute could change her size at will and ignore the laws of physics.

—I can’t believe there’s no information about other dimensions anywhere. Isn’t this Yomidgard? It’s one of the dimensions of the High Gods! —she said, fluttering around them.
—That makes sense to you, but not to us —said Nero, softly.
—Why not? —said Flute, surprised.
—You talk about different timelines, space-time altering magic, and other dimensions: places we can’t go and have never seen. Your story defies all logic, and every bit of public knowledge within the academy. Could you summarize it again? I want to see if I missed something —said Caelth, resting his chin on his interlaced fingers. He was fascinated by the idea of speaking with someone who claimed to be thousands of years old without being a demon.






Flute told her story again. She spoke of how one of the reincarnations of the High Goddess Kaguya had absorbed her in order to control time, tear it apart, and later divide it. She spoke of how her memories had merged with Kaguya’s while they were fused, and of how she remembered the Time Spinning Witch. She also spoke of the four timelines: the original, the witch’s, the altered, and the paradoxical, and how all but the last had reached a time-ending event that caused them to vanish.

But Flute’s story always stopped there. She didn’t know how she had reached Yomidgard, how her essence had crossed timelines to return from some instant in the altered line to the paradoxical one.
And yet, she knew one thing for certain: someone had to stop Gill Lapis. That was the only point Flute had no doubts about.

—Wouldn’t he be dead by now? Your story supposedly happened over 3,000 years ago —said Nero.
—It didn’t “supposedly” happen—it did happen. And even back then, he was immortal, so I’m not surprised he’s still alive —said Flute.
—And you know that because you can feel his magic —said Caelth, meeting her gaze.
Flute nodded.
—This world should have a massive seal—an arcane item protecting it from the bearers of the Dragon Emperor’s magic… well, never mind that. The point is, I can’t feel the seal’s magic, even though I can sense the remnants of its existence. But what I can feel is Gill Lapis’s magic. And that means two things —said Flute.
—That he’s alive —said Nero.
—And that we’re inside his collection, one way or another —said Caelth, glancing at the ceiling—.  Sorry, I still find it hard to believe our entire world is inside a jar.
—Your dimension, not just your world. But otherwise, that’s correct. And yes, Gill Lapis must be stopped —said Flute—.  At all costs.

Nero and Caelth looked at each other. They always reached the same point in the conversation: a dead end. If their magic wasn’t strong enough to defeat certain demons, it was impossible to face a villain with the power of a demigod.

—And there’s no one else who could face this Gill Lapis? Someone qualified, maybe… from another dimension? —said Caelth.
—If there were, they would’ve contacted me already —said Flute.
—Through telepathy? Dimensional magic? Postal mail? —said Caelth, with a smirk.
—Most likely through portals of some kind. Physical, magical, even through dreams. There are many ways to contact someone using magic —said Flute, ignoring his joke.

Nero stood up so abruptly the chair toppled over. The students in the back whispered, but he turned and gave them a cold glare that silenced them immediately. Then he turned back to Flute, tense.
—Dreams? Like… a recurring dream, where someone’s trying to reach you but can’t? —said Nero.
—It’s possible. But if that were the case, I would feel their magical imprint on you and could warn you. No, I’m afraid no one’s reached out—to you or to me —said Flute—.  Which is why I have no choice but to ask you two.

—Flute, we’re not the right ones for this. We’re not heroes or heroines. We’re Warlocks of Raven’s Order Academy. Our magic comes from death and from demons —said Caelth, raising his wand and tracing a symbol in the air. Gasps echoed from the students seated in the back—.  This isn’t the kind of magic you use to save dimensions or stop villains. This is… power. Nothing more.






Flute looked at Nero, pleadingly. But his expression was as downcast as Caelth’s.

“Our magic comes from murdering someone we loved.” Nero thought. But he didn’t say it aloud.

—I don’t think you’re in the right place, Flute —said Nero, simply.
—Aren’t I? Then why, out of every possible place, did I end up here if not because this is the right one? —said Flute, furious. The flasks around her began to float and spin. Nero lifted his wand, pretending to be the source of the magic.
—If I had to guess, I’d say time is trying to heal itself. Your existence is a paradox within a paradox, and if we are, as you said, in the paradoxical timeline, then it makes sense that the cosmic forces that created the dimensions would draw time travelers back to their origin sooner or later —said Caelth.
—That… sounds logical. Complicated, but logical —said Nero.
—Just came up with it. But “cosmic forces” does sound good, doesn’t it? —said Caelth, smiling.

Flute stiffened. Wisps of blue smoke rose from her body, swirling around her as she leapt and rolled across the table, vanishing from sight.
—Gill Lapis is evil. And even if there are no heroines left in this timeline, someone has to stand against him. I’ll find that someone, with or without your help —said Flute, her voice echoing from somewhere unseen.

And then, silence.